"Sorry for suddenly showing me such an embarrassing look...
Two years ago, my husband lost my husband.
I was at first full day in the sadness of losing my husband, but as my sadness healed, my sexual desires came back.
I know that peeking into my daughter's love life... but...
I was embarrassingly satisfying my sexual desires that I couldn't vent.
I was pregnant by myself...
It would have been a great pleasure for me to do this...
I was somehow envious of my daughter...
And...
At this time, my desire to be pregnant clearly awakened..."
